I can move Mountains

I can move mountains if I picture them as hills.
I can love again and know how it feels.
I can trust even though it may hurt.
I can smile again, in that I am sure.

My past burdens me on lonely days.
The nights are harder and even more when it rains.
I remember past loves like flames in the night.
I know what it is to fail and how much I hate to fight.

I promised myself a new, unburdened life.
Little did I know that I have no control over my plight.
I am a woman who is very independent.
I wonder when I re-entered the land of the living.

I used to live my life on the edge.
Always doing things without worrying of the consequence.
I've learned many lessons, more than I can count.
Lessons of the heart, lessons of life, lessons of destruction and even more of strife.
In the end, I still have control over my life.

I am yet young
A future in the making
Why, I wonder am I some what hasty?
I yearn for things I do not yet have.
But I know in my heart that I have great plans.

I have goals and ambitions
to be who I am and to keep on living
Keep my head up even when I am in deep water
keep swimming even if I flounder

I gave my worries to God
a long time ago.
I could be off worse
without a family or home

I have learned to just wake up is a blessing
each breath I take a miracle in the making.
I have so many possibilies of who I can be
But I have learned that that wonderful person is already inside of me.

I am strong and wise beyond my years.
I still worry and I still shed tears.
Life will never be easy all of the time
But its the good times I will remember
even beyond this time.

I take my burdens with a smile and with grace.
you never know who has it worse
or when God will show his face.

I have been humbled beyond my imagination.
I have nothing to offer besides my person.
As of yet, I have no job.
No transportation, no money .
All I have is faith.

Faith is believing, sight unseen.
Knowing it will get better
and eventually I will have the means.
The means to provide for myself and my own.

The means to have something of my own.
A life, a home, a husband and children.
I will keep dreaming until it becomes what I am living.

To die without making a stand.
Without knowing what I could be
without fulfilling Gods plan.

Gods plan for me and for my life
Where he wants me to be
and where I am going.

Sometimes it is hard not really knowing.
But some questions need not be answered
when the time arrives
it will be as it is
A blessing and a miracle
A life that was truly worth living.